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I've been quite irritable lately, and don't really know why. Just very snappy and bitchy to all those around me. I need to just stop it. Perhaps my meds need to be adjusted. Who knows?
Anyway - so work was okay, I suppose. I'm getting more and more frustrated with the filing situation in my office, but I'm not sure what to do about it. I mean - imagine if I told you to take everything you own - and put it in 2 suitcases. That's what I feel like with these files. Stuff is just piled up all over the place -waiting to be filed - only there's no room for it. It just never ends.
Anyway - so - I had to do a meeting today downtown, but it turned out good. I was feeling like Little Miss Sunshine today - asking people if I could go to the vending machines and get them a drink - passing out agendas and smiling and making small talk. Then everyone began to say what a huge help I was and how great I was and I basically walked around with a shit-eating grin for the majority of the afternoon. It was ok, I suppose.
No - it made me feel good about work again, because yesterday I was hating it and being ungrateful again. Today was cool - even though I had to watch the front desk for a bit.
I left early because I worked late yesterday and ALSO because I had to run to Target and get something for my cousin's "romance" shower tomorrow night. Apparently, they don't call them lingerie showers any longer - so you can include trashy books and lubes and whatnot in the gift-giving. Actually it's a fabu idea and I wish I would have thought of it when I was getting married. I was obviously too freaked out to have my own lingerie shower. Yes - could you get me those edible panties in a 2X???? I just think a merry widow cutting into my fat like strings through rising bread dough would just be the sexiest thing on earth, don't you? I always found the casing on sausage sexy - here have a look at my thigh in this red spandex...
Yeah right.
However- I would have loved sex manuals, lotions, etc... That would have been great.
Sadly - for her gift, I did go the lingerie route. So much for me getting with the program and joining the 21st century. Oh well - she's not the blob that I am - so- she might as well enjoy it.
I'm so tired of being blobular. So very tired.
Food.
It's all about food, isn't it?
Food - that used to be just fuel for our bodies to live on, now has it's own tv channel. How did we get here? I don't understand.
So - tomorrow should be okay, I think. Busy as usual but I won't have too many interruptions like I've had for the past two days. Perhaps I can accomplish MUCH! I hope!
Then the "romance" shower and home to watch the AI vote off show. FANTASIA, I LOVE YOU!
More tomorrow . . .
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